Tuesdays with Morrie [an old man, a young man, and life's greatest lesson]

I don't remember the last time I read a book so quickly. Maybe the 900-odd page Game of Thrones tomes I've been reading lately have impeded speedy reading enjoyment, but I breezed through Tuesdays with Morrie within a handful of hours. The book was exactly what I needed in my life now.

I've danced around the issue of death and like most people, unless having dealt with a loved one's death face on, have managed to avoid delving too much into thinking about it, because I haven't had to. You'd think that with my recent near death experience (surviving a cardiac arrest) I'd be all over this shit. I've wanted to be but for the most part, I was so overwhelmingly happy to be alive, that I didn't want to think about death too deeply or too often. Having narrowly escaped death's bony embrace, there were so many other immediate things to deal with and think about. Primarily, how I want to live.

I knew this would be a subject matter I would return to sooner or later...in my own time, when I felt ready. I'm interested in how different cultures deal with and what they believe about illness, the older members of society, mortality and anything else related; but I didn't know where to start, nor did I have the appetite to.

One fateful Monday, strolling through Cronulla beach and its local shops, I popped into my new favourite bookshop. After having read all Game of Thrones books on a digital device, I decided to not do that again. Life's too short to be starring into a screen more than you have to, and I wanted the tactile quality of paper and turning pages in my hands again. So I popped into The Best Little Bookshop in Town and asked for help.

"What do you like reading?" asked the shop owner. I'm not sure I reply. I usually like Paulo Coelho but I've read most of his books. I bought the Amy Schumer book off you the other week. It's not something I'd usually go for, in fact, she makes me slightly uncomfortable but I liked that I read something different (that I thought I wouldn't normally like). And I enjoyed it. There was this other book I really liked but I can't remember the name or author....I like ancient history, fiction, not that much into real life stories normally. "Have you heard of Tuesdays with Morrie? It's an international best seller, but more importantly it's a great book, very popular" he replies. He gives me a brief synopsis. It's about a college professor who gets diagnosed with ALS (a terminal neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord, where your body shuts down til you can't move or breathe anymore) who reconnects with one of his students after nearly 20 years. The book is about one last 'thesis' they write together, summarising their catch-ups in the lead up to the professor's death. It's about the meaning of life.

Perfect I thought. I'm sick of trying to figure out what the meaning of life is for me. It's a constant work in progress. I need a break. I want to find out what some other bozo thinks about it!

So I smashed the book overnight. I couldn't put it down. And then I cried...ugly crying. And then I took two weeks to read it again, slowly, with great big pauses in between for the thoughts to sink in and to cry some more. I even cried in public at a cafe when I was reading it, I couldn't help myself. I guess it really hit home as it succinctly articulated and cemented many of the thoughts I've been having on the topics of death and living a meaningful life.

Mitch Albom (author) with Morrie Schwartz. Photo by Heather Pillar.

I could go through and list the key points for you in short form below (I highlighted them the second time around), but sitting down now in front of my computer and leafing through the book, I realise I wouldn't be doing the story, author or Morrie any justice. And everyone I suspect, may get something different out of it, so if you're interested and ready to delve into something deeper, it's best that you read it for yourself. I couldn't recommend it highly enough for anyone wanting to live a richer life, but particularly people living with chronic or terminal illness/disease.

If you've already read this book, let me know your thoughts below. Are there any other profound books that affected you and you'd recommend to read?

Helping Someone with PTSD

The content for this post is from Helpguide.org

Helping a Loved One or Family Member with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

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When someone you care about suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), it affects you too. The symptoms of PTSD aren’t easy to live with, and the changes in your loved one can be downright terrifying. You worry that things won’t ever go back to the way they were before. At the same time, you may feel angry about what’s happening to your family, and hurt by your loved one’s distance and moodiness. It’s a stressful situation all around—one that can leave you feeling overwhelmed, even as you try your best to stay strong. The most important thing to know is that you aren’t helpless. Your support can make a huge difference in your partner, friend, or family member’s recovery. But as you do your best to care for someone with PTSD, you also need to take care of yourself.

Understanding the impact of PTSD on family & relationships

PTSD can take a heavy toll on friends and family members, and relationship difficulties are common. It can be hard to understand your loved one’s behavior—why he or she is less affectionate and more volatile. You may feel like you’re walking on eggshells or living with a stranger. You may even be afraid of the person. The symptoms of PTSD can also result in job loss, substance abuse, and other stressful problems that affect the whole family.

It’s hard not to take the symptoms of PTSD personally. When someone you love is distant, anxious, or angry all the time, your relationship suffers. But it’s important to remember that the person may not always have control over his or her behavior. Anger, irritability, depression, apathy, mistrust, and negativity are common PTSD symptoms that your loved one can’t simply choose to turn off. With time and treatment, they will get better, but it’s a gradual process.

Tips for coping with PTSD in the family

• Be patient. Getting better takes time, even when a person is committed to treatment for PTSD. Be patient with the pace of recovery. It’s a process that takes time and often involves setbacks. The important thing is to stay positive and keep at it.
• Educate yourself about PTSD. The more you know about the symptoms, effects, and treatment options, the better equipped you'll be to help your loved one, understand what he or she is going through, and keep things in perspective.
• Don’t pressure your loved one into talking. It can be very difficult for people with PTSD to talk about their traumatic experiences. For some, it can even make things worse. Instead of trying to force it, just let them know you’re willing to listen when they’re ready.
• Take care of your emotional and physical health. As the saying goes, put on your own oxygen mask first. You won’t be any good to your loved one if you are burned out, sick, or exhausted.
• Accept (and expect) mixed feelings. As you go through the emotional wringer, be prepared for a complicated mix of feelings—some of which you’ll never want to admit. Just remember, having negative feelings toward your family member doesn’t mean you don’t love them.

PTSD & the family: Social support is vital to recovery

It’s common for people with PTSD to withdraw from their friends and family. While it’s important to respect your loved one’s boundaries, too much isolation is unhealthy. Your comfort and support can help a person with PTSD overcome feelings of helplessness, grief, and despair. In fact, trauma experts claim that receiving love from others is the most important factor in PTSD recovery.
Knowing how to best demonstrate your love and support, however, isn’t always easy. You can’t be your family member’s therapist, and you can’t force him or her to get better. But you can play a major role in the healing process by spending time together and listening carefully.

Why someone with PTSD might be reluctant to seek support

• Being afraid of losing control
• Feeling weak or ashamed
• Not wanting to burden others
• Believing that others won’t understand
• Wanting to avoid thinking about what happened
• Fear that others will judge or pity them

How to be a good listener

While you shouldn’t push a person with PTSD to talk, you can let them know you’re available for them. If they do choose to share, try to listen without expectations or judgments. Make it clear that you’re interested and that you care, but don’t worry about giving advice. Leave that to the professionals. Instead, do your best to simply take in what they’re saying. Never underestimate how much the act of empathetic listening can help.

A person with PTSD may need to talk about the traumatic event over and over again. This is part of the healing process, so avoid the temptation to tell your loved one to stop rehashing the past and move on. Instead, offer to talk as many times as needed. And remember, it’s okay to dislike what you hear. Some of the things your loved one tells you might be very hard to listen to. But it’s important to respect their feelings and reactions. If you come across as disapproving, horrified, or judgmental, they are unlikely to open up to you again.

Communication Pitfalls to Avoid

• Giving easy answers or blithely telling the person everything is going to be okay
• Stopping the person from talking about their feelings or fears
• Offering unsolicited advice or telling the person what he or she “should” do
• Blaming all of your relationship or family problems on the person’s PTSD
• Invalidating, minimizing, or denying the person’s experience
• Telling the person to “get over it” or “snap out of it”
• Giving ultimatums or making threats or demands
• Making the person feel weak because they aren’t coping as well as others
• Telling the person they were lucky it wasn’t worse
• Taking over with your own personal experiences or feelings

PTSD & the family: Tips for rebuilding trust and safety

Trauma alters the way a person sees the world, making it seem like a perpetually dangerous and frightening place. It also damages people’s ability to trust others and themselves. Anything you can do to rebuild your loved one’s sense of security will contribute to recovery. This means cultivating a safe environment, acting in a dependable and reassuring way, and stepping in to help when needed. But it also means finding ways to empower the person. Smothering someone with PTSD or doing things for them that they’re capable of doing for themselves is counterproductive. Better to build their confidence and self-trust by giving them more choices and control.